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Insects
124. 11 November 2021
I remember insects when I was young and silly:
Insects squashed on the windshield of our Ford Zephyr
Until you couldn’t see and had to scrape it all off.
Insects orbiting each other at dusk in the garden
Which I galloped through waving my arms -
Not trying to kill them, just disrupt them.
Daddy-long-legs clacking and clattering in my bedroom.
At first I killed them, then I tried to rescue them.
Mosquito bites all over me on holiday in Suffolk.
Not so many in London, oddly enough.
We had a lot of cabbage whites in our garden;
My father refused to use insecticides there –
And boy, were there a lot of helpful poisons
In the garden centres.
His was a wildflower garden thirty years
Before it became fashionable. Every rock
Hid nations of woodlice, hordes of earwigs.
Roses apart, our neighbours tutted at our weeds.
At night every light had its attendant mob
Of bedazzled desperate dancers and small corpses
In the morning. There was such profusion and bounty
Of insects. Where have they gone?
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